To See If I'm Smiling

Tamar Yarom

A female point of view on the drama of an unending war, on the moral challenges the soldiers faced at the encounter with the Palestinian population. The young women look back how they handled the power that was placed in their hands at the age of eighteen. Questions that were not dealt with during the service are raised today with great pain.

  • Silver Wolf Award | IDFA International Documentary Film Festival
  • Audience Award | IDFA International Documentary Film Festival
  • Best Feature Documentary | Dokufest
  • Special Jury Award | HotDocs International Documentary Festival
  • Best Documentary Award | Montpellier Mediterranean Film Festival
  • Best Documentary Award | Haifa Film Festival
  • Special Jury Award | Sarasota Film Festival
  • First Prize "The Magic Hour" Award | Planete Doc Review
  • Best Documentary | Israeli Forum Awards
  • The Jacek Kuron documentary award | Watch Docs International Film Festival
  • Channel 8, Israel
  • Taiwan International Documentary Festival
  • Human Rights Watch USA & UK
  • Helsinki International Film Festival
  • Viennale Vienna International Film Festival
  • Move It Film Festival
  • Haifa International Film Festival
  • Nordisk Panorama Film Festival
  • Educational International Film Festival
  • Mediterranean Film Festival, Bosnia & Herzegovina
  • Melbourne International Film Festival
  • Sydney International Film Festival
  • Guth Gafa Doc Film Festival
  • Edinburgh Int’l Film Festival
  • Planete Doc Film Festival
  • TekFestival
  • Documenta Madrid
  • Sarasota International Film Festival
  • San Francisco International Film Festival
  • Full Frame, North Carolina International Film Festival
  • KMD International Film Festival
  • One World Film Festival
  • ZagrebDox International Doc Film Festival
  • FICCO – Cinemex International Film Festival
  • Barcelona Human Rights Film Festival
  • Israeli Film Festival in Rome
  • Pitigliani Kolono'a Film Festival
  • The Flying Broom International Women Film Festival
  • One World Human Rights Film Festival
  • African, Asian and Latin American International Film Festival
  • Olomouck Documentary Film Festival
  • Sao Paulo Israeli Film Festival
  • Antiracist Filmdays
  • UK Jewish Film Festival
  • South Caucasus Documentary Film Festival of Peace and Human Rights
  • Perspektive – International Human Rights Film Festival
  • Transylvania International Film Festival
  • Culturescapes Showcase
  • Zagreb Jewish Film Festival